I am in bits right now, I have just found out that my ex raped me several times. I left him a few weeks ago and it was not a very nice separation ,but it had been a long time coming as he was becoming abusive physically and emotionally.
I would often wake up after a night out and be very sore down below. I would question him about this pain and he would always say I was drunk and must have hurt myself ?
A few days later, bruises would appear on my arms and inside my legs.
Again I would question him and he would deny he did anything .
After I had asked him to leave he became very aggressive and then mellow, begging me to take him back ,but we were over. I had enough of him cheating on me ( yes I caught him 3 times, please don’t ask me why I stayed, I will never know. I had his Facebook password, he never knew this and decided to see if what he was saying about me was true.
I had heard numerous rumours, I clicked open on his messages and nearly passed out when I had seen what he had written to a friend about me. I quote “Yea mate ,when I plied her with drink I would give her anal ,silly bitch deserved it ,done it loads of times mate ,you should do it to your bird ,it’s the best and they never know, or do what I did and just deny it, lol silly cow haha”
So my suspicions were correct.
I have gone to the police with this information but suddenly his friend is saying he did not see the messages and they were not written.
I feel so alone
I am ashamed I stayed with him when I knew he had done this. He manipulated me. I was unaware until now how much he controlled me.
I am numb, please help !
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