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I started taking drugs when I was 15, at the weekends taking pills & speed. I was 19 when I started to take cocaine & MDMA. Cocaine was my main love, it became me. I even tried crack.
I would do anything to get it, I got into serious amounts of debt, lost a lot of weight, lost people who genuinely cared about me.
I became a vile, aggressive & moody person when I wasn’t on it, I even started to take it during the week days. One weekend I was raped, I was too drugged up to do anything about it, this was by someone I trusted.
From then on I threw myself into more drugs to try too numb the pain. I became obsessed, always being the one that took too much too early, the one who went too far.
I overdosed one night, luckily I was found & taken to hospital. That didn’t stop me, I needed the drugs. I was in an abusive relationship that was driven by drugs, we hated each other but needed each other to fund our habits.
Within time I met my new partner, he tried to teach me that I was better than that. I gave up drugs 3 years ago & haven’t touched anything since. I am now a mother and wouldn’t change any of it for the world. I hate who I was and regret so much, it eats me up each and every day. But its made me who I am today.
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Well done honey. You should be proud of yourself xx
Well done hunni x x
Such a sad story! But not one bit of self pity! Having lived this party lifestyle iknow how hard it is to give it all up! So well done you. This sort of thing happens far to often and people feel it was their fault because they were to drugged to do anything. Its NOT and it should be reported! X
That’s fantastic that you have moved on from that trauma and started a fresh, must of been hard getting there but you did it, you must be so very proud of yourself. X
well done to you for turning your life around
well done for sharing and for changing your life now, sorry to hear what happened to you, drugged up or not there is no excuse for being raped.. wish u all the best for the future hun xx
Well done chick for turning ur life around and getting clean but really sorry what happen to u the person is just a coward
well done for getting your life back on track xx
well done for getting your life back on track and sorry for what you went through xx
Well done For gettin clean Hun… Xxx <3