I lie in bed waiting to hear the keys turn in the front door. My husband claims he’s been working ‘late’ again it’s gone 10. He’s meant to be home at 4.
My mind goes into overdrive he heads straight for the bathroom without even acknowledging me his wife of 4 years.
I lie there listening, hoping he’ll walk into the bedroom softly kiss me and ask how my day has been. He doesn’t come to bed again that night, I don’t have the energy to argue.
My hearts broken, my soul destroyed. I know he’s cheating on me, again.
He’s showing all the usual signs doing his hair, keeping his mobile with him 24/7, deleting the history of calls, coming home late.
My husband cheats and thinks I don’t know, but I do and it kills me inside.
I wonder who the poor bitch is this time, in the 4 years we’ve been married he’s had countless affairs and not once have I questioned him.
Some might say I’m stupid been taken for a mug but what they don’t realise is I don’t have the energy to leave or the determination.
I have suffered with depression for most of my life and losing my marriage would at the moment not be great for me.
I’m sure my husband thinks I’m gullible so once I have the strength and support I will eventually leave. I am just thankful we haven’t brought children into this situation.
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Big hugs hunni X i’ nto going to start telling you to leave him blah blah .. Yes he is a big fat prick !! & you are strong nd you will one day find the determination and courage to leave him until then keep your head high this isn’t fair on you hun you ever need a chat im on fb
Saphire Stuart’s mummy x
ive seen a quote and its something like ‘when you think you are depressed first check that the people surrounding you arent just a bunch of pricks’ he isnt helping your mental state xx
your bravery inspires me
Just remember you’re worth 100 times more than this. And there’s a life out there waiting to make you happy.
goodluck with this hun, he is the worthless loser not you, one day with the right set of circumstances you will leave, when your ready to, and until then stay strong. hugs for the brave post.
Hope you find the courage, strength & support to leave this man behind. He is dragging to down
Im not going to tell you that you need to leave i hope you do find the courage and strength to leave him. Although I am going to say staying with him will make you even more depressed you deserve better and there is a life out there waiting for you to make you happy good luck hun x
I hope one day you find the strength to leave *hugs* you do deserve better. Xx
This is horrible, My dad did this to my mum , she pretended she didn’t know and it ate her up inside, she never found the strength to leave and after 6 years of him sleeping around he eventually left her for the other woman.
I hope for your own sanity, that one day you find the strength to get up and walk out on him, you deserve more and this scumbag doesn’t deserve you! You are so brave for coping with this, you only live once and you don’t deserve to spend your life in this unhappy situation. Remember there is someone out there who will worship the ground you walk on. I hope you find your prince charming and leave this troll! Big Hugs and lots of love to you xxx
None of us can tell you what to do .but honestly you deserve so much more x
Omg hun massive hugs to u, as the others hqve said not going to say leave him, because I hope u find the strength to make ur mind up and do it in ur time, u deserve so soooooo much better than this bloke, don’t let him wreck the rest of ur life, u still hqve 1 u can and be happy without him.. Xxx
i hope you find the strenth to leave him, big hugs x
big hugs hun. it must be so hard to go through what you are going through and beibg depressed. i hope one day you find the strength to do something about it and have all the support you need in doing so. we are all here for you x x
I hope you find the strenth one day to find someone who deserves you!
big hugs huni i really do hope u find the strength to leave hun there is help out there for u….. yu deserve so much beta xx
huge hugs hun x
i hope one day you have the strength to go
I hope one day you will find the strength to leave him x
I hope u have left him by now x
I hope one day you find the stregnth and support you need, untill then stay strong.. all the best xx
I cant tell you what to do all i will tell you is you deserve so much more than this and i hope on day you do find the strength to leave him xx
I really hope you’ve found your strength and realised that he doesn’t deserve you and you are worth so much more than that! You deserve your happy ending xx
Oh honey. I’m so sorry. I really do hope you find the strength to leave. He must think he is so smart not getting caught, when you do find the courage to go, let him know you knew and you was just biding your time. There are plenty of good men out there *hugs* xx
Oh love , please find the strength you are worth so much more than this :’( x
This is awful hun, you’re worth so much more than that, he’s treating you like rubbish hun. Please find the strength and leave his stupid arse! He’ll soon realize what he’s lost and it’ll be his doing not yours. You’ll find Mr right hun x
Omg !
Hope ur ok hun what an awful situation to find urself in,i really hope u find the strength to leave him and i hope its soon,it must be an agonizing time in ur life,i really hope u get sorted out and find a man worthy of the love u havmd to give xx
Oh hun
I hope you’ve left already or will leave soon.
You deserve so much better & I’m sure you’ll find someone worthy of loving you x
All i want to do is just give you a big hug! Hope you find the strength soon hunni. You DO NOT deserve this xxxxxx
i hope ur find the strength to confront him or to leave him xx
Oh hun i wish there was something i could do to help ou, all i can do is give u massive hugs xxxxxx i hope one day u have the strength to leave xxx
Big big hugs
hugs hunni, I hope you find the strength to leave if you havent already. your worth a million times more than that xx
Aww hun, big hugs to you, your a brave women for putting up with that, I hope you do find the strength to leave, your worth so much more xxx
Woman pull yourself together!! I bet your stronger than you realise so put your foot down you do not deserve to be treated like this hun!!
you wrote this over a year ago……how are you now? are things still the same? have you found the strength? or is he still thinking his dirty little secrets go unknown? nothing anyone says will change how u feel about u or the situation but i really hope if you havent already left, that you wake up one morning and realise you are worth so much more and leave his ass…hugs huni xxx